Miss you so freaking much- The letter that was never sent

As summer passes by the more I remember that summer after high school...
Oh how I wish we could go back to that summer and make it last forever...
Days seemed to pass by so fast, one day to the water fall, next to the lake. I didn't matter what we did. As long as we did it together it was great. This reminds me of that Michael Bublé song... "the summer wind"
I sit here reminiscing about that summer when nothing could possible go wrong. We were invincible. That summer passed so fast and before we knew it or really wanted to we were in college.
Man, to go back to that summer would be heavenly. All birds sang in harmony, all the flowers bloomed wherever we walked. How I wish I would have gotten that first kiss the seal that summer.

Now, I desperately try to fill my days working and trying to keep my mind off of you even for a couple of hours. This is useless as even in my sleep I dream of you. Your name is always at the tip of my tongue. My every thought has your face in it. You are my everything. I think my brain is playing a trick on me. Or maybe it's my heart that makes you my perfect guy when in reality I only wish you were the guy for me and I the girl for you.

I hope all is well in your life. How lame am I spending all this energy on you when you don't even remember my birthday.... you have my heart, please treat in nicely

Un gâteau

Un Gâteau

Love is like a cake

its got lots of layers

some sweeter than others

but they come together to form

a delightful experience

Breath

Breath

I lay here in bed

listening to the bustle of the city,

taking in the tranquil hum

and as I look out the window

a distant plane glides across the sky

and then a humming bird

peaks from around the corner

as if to greet me

I acknowledge it

and just as fast as it showed up

it disappears

A Daily Thought

A Daily Thought

A life without you would be unbearable

pain-stricken days would be never-ending

The thought alone makes me sick to my

stomach

more dreadful than the darkest, murkiest depths of the sea.

where the ugliest most dangerous

critters abode…

And yet the possibility could go down

a different path. If only I had a lifetime by your side.

An alternate world would be created.

A place where unicorns run wild and

butterflies fill the air. From end

to end roses are blooming, giving

off their sweet smell. Where babies

laughter brings joy to all those

around. A magical place where fire-

works spark every time we kiss.

But sadly…reality kicks in

and my dreams are consumed

by flames. The ashes, blown away

with the wind. And all that’s left

behind is the scarred vegetation.

Left to heal on its own for

years and years to come.